Spring of 1985

Oh God, I was 13 when I wrote this??

Always, Forever

Always, forever

I'll be there for you

Through all the rough times

I promise to help you through

Anytime you need me

To talk or to cry

My heart is open

I'll do my best,

I'll try

Always, forever

I'll be there for you

I'll always treasure the small things we used to do

I hope you have realized "I Love You", it's true

I never had a true friend I could say that to

Always, forever

I'll love you true friend

We will be together till the earth falls within

I promise you this

I'll be a true friend

We'll walk together to the very end.

Novermber 13, 1990

Again, I was 19 years old.

Pieces of Ashes

He lives in dreams

A smokeless cloud

Pieces of ashes

That reality burned out

I inhale deeply of him

One good, long drag

I hold it in

As his eyes redden and sag

I flick away ashes

That congest my heart

Then I put it out

As our love departs

September 26, 1990

Another one..........I was 19.

Time

Time

So slowly

I'm alone

Bright lights

Humming air-conditioner

I'm alone

I scratch my arm

I write

I look around

Time

So slowly

I'm alone

June 23, 1987

I was 15. I wrote this for a boy who I "loved". Bear with the "cheesiness" of it.........

The Rain

I miss you a lot.

It seems to be

A case of love

A mistaken identity

Many things

Have happened to me

But this love I have

Is hurting me

I cry out for you

This terrible pain

A longing, a fear

I go insane

The love we have

Is without pain

But when you left

Came the rain.

The Big D

DALLAS, isn't she a pretty city?

13 Years Ago

It was 13 years ago, on a cold day, in a far away land that was not Texas, Eric was born. He is no longer my little butt nuggett. He has now crossed over that invisible line that was drawn many moons ago. Not a child. Not an adult. A TEENAGER! God in Heaven, help us all! I love you Eric so very much. I know it's been a hard road fought but you have made it!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, YOU'RE NOW A BIG BUTT NUGGETT!!