Saturday, July 29, 2006

Idiot Neighbors

Exercise:
5.2 miles=45 minutes, 6-7 mph, 0-1 incline

Short but fast run this morning. Okay, shorter run this morning than usual. I had to get as much in with the amount of time I had since I had to get Eric up this morning for his little "outing" with his troop on the Lampassas River. Canoeing. The joys of youth. I'd have liked that. LOL! Well, sort of. It will be a fast trip, I'm told. I have to pick him up before lunch. He won't suffer until then because he took bottled water and a bottle of Chex mix (the bottle doesn't leak in case water gets in their canoes and the Chex Mix is small enough to fit in the mouth of the bottle.)

Now, I must gripe about my neighbor. I'm really trying...I MEAN TRYING...to be nice to them. I just found out that the "original" neighbors got divorced. The wife left with their son. The husband is by himself. Well, he lets his "friend" and her daughter move in with him. Well, the "friend" and her daughter won't leave me the HELL alone! The daughter was constantly borrowing the phone. That's okay...but not 3-5 times a freaking day. NOW....the mother is coming over. I let her borrow the phone. (I was told they were getting a phone line over there. When?????) And then last night, around 8ish, she comes traipsing over to my house to "borrow" money. What??? The "man" that she and her daughter are living with forgot to go by the bank before the bank closed. LOL! There is this thing called an ATM!!!!!!! Duh!!!!!! I'm the phone company, messenger service, and now the freaking bank. Well, I didn't give them money. I have NONE remember. And, if I did, I wouldn't give it to her. I don't think she believed me. Like I care. But I didn't. I never carry cash. That is what my DEBIT card is for. To replace my cash. Errrrrgh! I would really like to have friends around here but I can't because of people like "them!"

The Quicker-Picker-Upper

It cleans floors, walls, carpets.
It washes.
It vacuums.
It can clean dishes.
It even washes dirty faces, hands, and feet.
It is bio-degradable.
If it gets dirty, you can wash it and reuse.

It.....is Daisy.

Friday, July 28, 2006

Camp Worth







Eric, in the middle of nowhere, TX....






Eric's patrol.

The boys in the troop.

A Ho-hum Friday

Exercise:
5 miles=53 minutes, 4-7mph, 0-10 incline

A lot slower of a workout today. More inclines than speed today. I almost took a rest day but I need to keep up with this exercise because of this up coming week of a Six Flags trip planned. Can't wait.

Nothing much really going on. I sit here an think and think and think and think.

Oh, Lauren is 10 months old today! Yea! 2 more months to go.

I think I'll post some pics since I really don't have much to say today. LOL!

Thursday, July 27, 2006

Guilty feelings.....

Exercise:
6.5 miles=4-7.5mph, 0-10 incline, 63 minutes

Guilty feelings, yet again. Why am I such a sucker for black German Shepherds? What does that have to do with my guilt? I have no clue. I just know that I chose Daisy on her physical attributes because they were so close to Heidi's. Well, Daisy is a changin'. Yeah, a changin'. She is black. She has tan paws. But other than that, she is different. She has longer hair around the neck and ears. She is soft where as Heidi was wire-haired. She does not have a white undercoat. She does have a tan undercoat on the top of her head. Weird. And her tan paws, now have a reddish color now. Very weird. And she is timid around strangers, where as Heidi loved to "lick you like a lollipop!" All I know is is this....when I picked her up yesterday....all I could do was think of my Heidi. Don't get me wrong, I was so happy to see Daisy. She was a good girl. But something as routine as a spay gave me a heavy heart.....why? If I hadn't have Heidi spayed, I could have had one of her daughters or sons. And here I am spaying Daisy, too late to change my mind.

On another note: I think my cats are determined to kill Daisy. The opportunity came upon them when I opened the medicine packet for Daisy this morning to give her her pain pill. Well, 30 minutes ago, I found the packet on the floor and the pills gone!!! I called the vet and they said that this one time should not hurt her. They were low doses but might give her diarrhea. Thank God! Those darn cats...or should I say cat (Chinook)...had plans and decided to knock the packet on the floor from the counter. They spilled out....and that was all she wrote! (I just fear that my big fat cat, Ben, might have gotten to them. That would not be good. I guess I'll have to keep a very big eye on him. He's as big as a dog...it might not bother him. Just hope Daisy got all or most of them first.)

Fear of Losing

Exercise:
6.5 miles=4-7mph, 62 minutes, 0-10 incline

Past mistakes. Learning from them or guarding myself from pain. Daisy, at this moment, is getting spayed. Guilt is tearing me up inside. Can I do this again? I love her, in a special kind of way. Not that all consuming love I had for Heidi. It's different. Of course, it is. There was only one Heidi. Only one Daisy. But I'm so scared. It's not the same going to the vet's office. I used to be so proud that I took my animals in and had them checked out. Money didn't matter. But it wasn't enough....for Heidi. Now I have Daisy. I get in the office. I fill out pre-surgery paperwork. So many questions. Do I want bloodwork done? Yes. Do I want a pain injection afterword? Yes. Do I want pain pills to take home? Yes. Do I need flea preventative? No. Heartworm prevention? No. On and on and on and on. Some of my answers were answered in fear. Fear of what? The fear of losing Daisy. I want to know now to be prepared for later, if there is a later. Heidi didn't have to die. I keep telling myself that but I've found out that it was probably genetic. UGH! I need to know. Then I get a phone call from the clinic. My heart in my throat, I answer the phone. They said Daisy was "under" and just wanted to know if I would like radiographs of her hips. Hip dysplasia. "Of course!" I tell her. Yes. I want to know. More money being spent. Fears. My answers weren't based on my financial situation obviously. Fear. I can't lose my Daisy. If I can with all my being, I want to stop anything (if there is an "anything") from happening. Again. Not again. My heart couldn't take that. But right now, I just pray my Daisy gets through the surgery. My poor baby.

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

You Are 40% Lady
You tend to make up your rules of etiquette, throwing all conventions aside.And while you try to be a lady (sometimes), your behavior is often quite shocking.
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Tuesday, July 25, 2006

Mr. Wants-to-talk-a-lot

Exercise:
6.51 miles=4-7mph, 0-10 incline, 62 minutes

It's almost 9am and the boys are STILL in bed. Something is up. I don't see the XBox....hmm? I wonder? Did they stay up past their bed time playing games?????

This morning, I emailed Bobby about his LES and his pay raise. What does he do? And he knows better. DON'T EVER CALL ME OR TALK TO ME WHEN I'M RUNNING! He calls. And the first thing he asks is, "Were you on the treadmill?" I guess it was plainfully obvious with my huffing and puffing when I answered the phone.
"Yeah! Do you know what time it is?" I reply.
"I didn't think you'd be on this early." He says.
" What else would I be doing? I'm always on there at this time."
"Oooops. Sorry."
I'm thinking to myself, "Yeah, right."

And you know what, he only called to let me know he got my email. LOL! I don't know why he just didn't email me back. He never likes to talk on the phone. Can never get him to spill his guts and all of a sudden he is "Mr. Wants-to-talk-a-lot". So next time I remember, I'll wake him at 5am for a lengthy conversation and gut spilling.

You know I love you Bobby...LOL!

The Cookie Monster


A long trip + an Oreo cookie=

A very unhappy "Cookie Monster"!!







Daisy


Daisy is a BIG girl now!

Computer Geek in the Making



Uh-oh! Mommy's coming! I have to update myspace.com before she finds me. Can never have too many glittery kitty-cats!

Monday, July 24, 2006

Nightterrors, Nightmares, and Dreams

Exercise:
7.54 miles=6-8mph, 0-2 incline, 63 minutes

I've been having these awful nightmares lately. Fears, of the worse kind. Most of them have been about Lauren. Weird they have been.

Nightmare #1~
Terrorists invade my house while I'm taking a shower. They break through the door, I grab a towel and wrap it around me. With thick accents, they demand that I make Bobby stop "what he's doing". I tell them I can't. He's not here. They keep telling me to tell him. I keep telling them I can't. Then I start crying. They get angry with me and drag me to the living room. The kids are still asleep. Somehow in my nightmare, we end up in Lauren's room. They point the gun at the temple of her head and keep telling me to stop Bobby. I'm blubbering that I can't. Then I tell them not to kill my baby. Then all I can remember is the click of the gun and I wake up. I'm sweating and crying. Of course, Bobby isn't in bed. It takes me forever to go back to sleep.

Nighmare #2~
The kids and I go shopping. We all get out of the truck and go into the store. I can't remember if it's the PX or WalMart. Anyway, as we are shopping I realize Lauren is not in the cart. I forgot to get her out of her carseat. This is a hot state so I'm sure the cab of the truck is sweltering. So I'm running through the store trying to get to the front door to get outside to my truck. In the back of my mind, I can hear the clock "ticking". I only have so much time. It's hot outside and she'll die. But for some reason, I can't seem to get to the front door. The aisles get longer and I keep taking wrong turns. The clock keeps "ticking". I'm crying trying to get to that door. I have to. "Where is that front door?" The truck is getting hot. Lauren needs me. I can hear her crying wondering where I am. "I'm coming Lauren!" I keep praying to God to help me get to her. I eventually wake up with my heart beating wildly like I'd been running a marathon.

Now during one of my nightmares, something happened once last night. Remember the movie Ghost when Patrick Swayze enters Whoopi Goldberg's body so he can "kiss" Demi Moore? Well, when I woke up after one of those nightmares, there were those amber eyes looking at me. Ears up at attention. That look of "it's okay, I'm right here". The sound of the tail as it thumps with excitement that I'm aware of "her". And then the wet tongue as it gently "kisses" me on the face. It was Heidi....or was it Daisy. Or was it yet another one of my dreams?

What's Your Pirate Name?

Your Pirate Name Is...
Iron Lazy Gracey

Sleepy Sunday

Exercise:
Rest Day

I'm so tired. I could sleep forever. I woke up at 4am as usual but for some reason I just felt drained. Maybe it was the 10 miles from yesterday. I don't know. I just said to myself, "I can't do this." So I went back to bed. Well, I woke up 2 hours later feeler even worse. I had a stopped up nose and my head felt like a ton of lead. It was awful. I got up and I just felt "Ugh". I had to feed Lauren and just didn't feel up to it. I did though...of course. I was going to take the kids to the park...but I just couldn't muster that kind of energy. I did take them to the PX because I got the new ad and they had underwear and socks for sale and they both need those for school. While there, they had brand name shoes on sale for 50% off and about fainted. I got Eric some New Balance and Matthew some Skechers. And I did get them a pair of jean shorts too and some more grass and weed killer. I don't weed whack. It's soooooo much easier to spray them dead. LOL!

Lauren is asleep right now. Why am I on here when I could be napping too?

Buh-bye.

Saturday, July 22, 2006

Money Is The Root Of All Evil!!

Exercise:
10.02 miles=6-8mph, 0-2 incline, 84 minutes

I ran 10 miles! Sweet relief! I feel so much better about myself. Yep! 10 miles always does that for me. The money situation hasn't changed but that is alright. It always works itself out in the end. It's just that this next pay check happens to come after 3 weekends. Which means that this was a looooong month. That's hard when you are like me and don't like to stay home. I like to shop. It's no lie. Even if it's for a "piddly" thing. Spending money is a rush and a very bad habit. LOL!

Bobby and his buddy are not getting cable "TV" but only the internet. LOL! I guess Bobby forgot about My Name is Earl and Desperate Housewives and Lost! I guess he can watch the episodes online. I forgot that they are doing that now....and commercial free. LOL! I think only ABC is doing that though. Anyway............

Buffets. My bain of existance. Love them. Don't need them. Well, Eric will be going to an Eagle Scout function today. And there is supposed to be some kind of buffet the parents of this scout are conjuring up. Oh joy. Please, please, please don't let their be cookies and cake. Please, please, please. UGH! Matthew and Lauren have inherited this curse of a sweet tooth and they don't need that either. LOL! I don't know how many times I've talked my self in and out of this. But we are going. We need to get this out of the way so Eric can put this on his record. This function will go towards his rank.

Friday, July 21, 2006

Whoa Is Me!

Exercise:
The lawn being mowed=butt, legs, abs, and arms.

UGH! I can't believe it. I just couldn't muster the mental energy to do anything on the treadmill. I had gotten a phone call from Bobby last night that just left a bad taste in my mouth and left me in knots. I won't go into the details but it all leads back to money. UGH! If I had a gallon of ice cream...it would be gone. I'm just not emotionally into "life" today. Don't get me wrong. I tried the treadmill. I got on, turned it on, selected a program, started it, but after 3 minutes, I just couldn't. I was hurting a bit (nothing that warming up couldn't fix) but it just gave me another reason to stop. I went back to bed and thought, "I'll get up at 6am and do that Power Yoga thing on PBS." So I thought. I didn't think I would actually fall back asleep. I figured I would just "rest" my eyes and lie there. Nope. Next thing you know...it's 6:20am and the program was almost over. UGH! Then I realized I could mow the lawn. There's my exercise. It's physically exhausting but not the best cardio. At least it'll work my back, legs, and arms. *I'm trying to make myself feel better here. Where's the Blue Bell when you need it? LOL!* I guess the only thing that would make me feel better would be to see Bobby's next paycheck. Or maybe not. Depends on how much the government decides to take out in taxes away from that nice pay raise. But for now, it won't do a lick of good because I need that money by Tuesday and payday isn't till Monday after next. Okay, I need to shut up. Must stop this mental blackness that is washing over me. I must move on and get over it.

I will.

Eventually.

Thursday, July 20, 2006

The Bare Necessities of Life

Exercise:
5.03 miles=4-4.5 mph (4-12 incline), 6-7 mph (0-1 incline), 61 minutes

Okay, first I must thank my dear Sister for getting me hooked on this stuff called Diet Lipton Green Tea with Citrus. OMG! I'm hooked and I can't get enough. They need to make bigger...MUCH BIGGER...bottles. I just bought a 12 pack the other day and it's almost gone. I can't afford this addiction. LOL!

Today, I pick up Lauren's 9 month photos. I still have a bunch of Lauren's 6 month photos that I need to mail out. I need to get on the ball and get it done. I'll try to today if Lauren takes a nice long nap and I'm not disturbed. Knowing her, she'll know I have plans and take a "mini-power-nap".

Oh, Bobby got an apartment. Well, not officially. It's near the main gate and it's a 2-bedroom. His buddy will go halvsies with him. I think today, he said they would pay the security and down payment to "save" it until they would be able to move in this weekend. Right now, he and his buddy are sharing a hotel room and we are informed the military will pay THAT bill. Thank the Lord. And since he and his buddy are sharing the apartment, they can share carpooling also since they have the same classes. That would be great! They will have to pay utilities (no phone since Bobby has the cell) and I was told he will have to get cable....(got to have internet and it's Charter cable and we have good credit with them since we had it at Ft. Campbell). Ahh, the necessities of life.....cable and yogurt. LOL! If Bobby didn't have those 2 things, life would be hell! LOL!

Look for the bare necessities
The simple bare necessities
Forget about your worries and your strife
I mean the bare necessities
Old Mother Nature's recipes
That brings the bare necessities of life

Wherever I wander, wherever I roam
I couldn't be fonder of my big home
The bees are buzzin' in the tree
To make some honey just for me
When you look under the rocks and plants
And take a glance at the fancy ants
Then maybe try a few
The bare necessities of life will come to you
They'll come to you!

Look for the bare necessities
The simple bare necessities
Forget about your worries and your strife
I mean the bare necessities
That's why a bear can rest at ease
With just the bare necessities of life

Now when you pick a pawpaw
Or a prickly pear
And you prick a raw paw
Next time beware
Don't pick the prickly pear by the paw
When you pick a pear
Try to use the claw
But you don't need to use the claw
When you pick a pear of the big pawpaw
Have I given you a clue ?
The bare necessities of life will come to you
They'll come to you!

So just try and relax, yeah cool it
Fall apart in my backyard
'Cause let me tell you something little britches
If you act like that bee acts, uh uh
You're working too hard
And don't spend your time lookin' around
For something you want that can't be found
When you find out you can live without it
And go along not thinkin' about it
I'll tell you something true
The bare necessities of life will come to you

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Today's Thoughts and Notes and Things

Exercise:
7 miles=6-7.5mph, 62 minutes, 0-3 incline

Is it really "hump" day? I guess my mini-vacation has thrown my week off. LOL! It's going by faster than I would like. Monday felt like Sunday and well, yesterday felt like Monday.

Well, I spoke to Bobby last night. Today after signing in and in-processing, he and a friend from school are going apartment hunting. Bobby spoke to a realtor and she had 2 apartments fully furnished. One is a 1 bedroom and the other a 2 bedroom. Obviously, the 1 bedroom is cheaper. His friend said he didn't care if he had to sleep on the floor as long as he had a roof over his head. LOL! Exactly how Bobby feels. Soooooooo....they will do that today. I just told Bobby to be not-so-picky when getting this apartment. He won't be there forever and we can't afford an upscale apartment. He agrees. And we have NO CLUE how much extra money he'll be making. I mean we know his gross income....we don't know his net income.

Today, the repair man is coming to "fix" my psychotic washing machine. It hasn't acted up since last week but I'd still like to have it checked out. Don't want "demonic possession" to take it over again. LOL! I guess I should clean up around that area so the repair guy can pull it out. I have the cat litter boxes in there. Don't want to freak the man out.

Oh, and Bobby informed me that whenever and as soon as I can, I need to have all 4 tires changed in the truck. Great. Those huge things are a fortune. He said I don't have to get name brand or anything but I can't get anything else for my truck. I'll get nothing less. I don't like a miss-matched truck, if you know what I mean. We might not make a lot of money, but the people on the street don't need to know that.

I have 2 more months and it will be Lauren's birthday and I'm already thinking of the party. LOL! Can never plan these things toooooo soon. LOL! I want a cute cake. Not the old WalMart bakery type thing this time. I think I'll have to contact that lady that Sarah has used to make a cake for Olivia (or was it Hannah?) I'm really thinking of having it at the park so the kids can play and we can bring some badminton or yard activities. Oh, and we can't forget the pinata! I know it will be more for the other kids but Lauren will only be ONE once. And since her birthday is at the end of September...I'm hoping this Texas hellatious (is that even a word?) heat will be easing up and nice that week. I do remember that we had a cold front that came through when I had her. Anyway, just things that I've been thinking about lately.

Last but not least....I decided to run a little bit more. It hurt. Really hurt. Once I got off, my knees were throbbing. I'd never had that problem before. I'm obviously still off on my "game". If my knees hurt, my posture was off or the quads and/or hams were not stretched properly or not used properly. I'm really thinking my posture was off because my shoulders and neck were sort of hurting too. Which concludes that I REALLY NEED new shoes!!!! But for now, just need a good horse pill of Ibuprofen and ALEVE. LOL!

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

Where Have I Been?

Exercise:
7 miles=4-8mph, 0-3 incline, 65 minutes

I can't believe it's been a week since I last logged in here. Okay, I've been slacking I know.

Well, let's start off that we (myself, my mom, the boys, Lauren, and my sister) went to Ft. Rucker, Alabama to visit my husband. He is now a W1....Warrant Officer...the lowest rung of the ladder. But hey, he'll start climbing now.

It was a nice ceremony. It was in the Ft. Rucker Aviation museum. A small band played. We arrived a bit late since my husband said it was at 1:30pm and we arrived at 1pm and it just started. We didn't really have a place to sit since we were "late". We also had to get a camera. So Mom went and found a little souvenir shop and got one. We didn't get a picture of him getting pinned. It was too late. We just got after photos. That's okay. We did try the camera on the phone but those came out crappy!

Well, we had left at 4:30am from my sister's house. We picked up Mom at around 5am. The drive was nice. The anticipation of seeing new places always appeals to me. First real view of a new place was Shreveport, Louisiana. At first it looked like any other "po-dunk", then out of glaring sun you see glittering hotels. Sparkling like jewels of gold and silver. Ahh....Viva Las Veg...hmm...I mean Viva Las Shreveport! Yeah, those hotels were casinos! LOL! Nothing much else to see in Louisiana. Lots of road and trees. We finally crossed the state line into Mississippi. VICKSBURG! Oh, that was a very pretty place. As soon as you cross the Mississippi River, there was this beautiful but yet old place. It was so well landscaped. I would liked to have stopped there and seen the "old" place. The history was calling out to me. But we couldn't stop....no time to. We had a deadline to meet. Get to Alabama before 5pm. So on we went. Again, nothing much else to see. We went through Jackson, but it was like any other small city. No biggie. Then as soon as we crossed over into Alabama we got off the main interstate and took a "highway" to Montgomery. Okay, lots of two lanes and old people. Had to hang back until we could pass them. Ended up in Selma. Supposedly a historical place and the highway leading to Montgomery...historical also but we didn't have time to find out why. I'm thinking Martin Luther King, Jr. Anyway, got to Montgomery...RUSH HOUR TRAFFIC. UGH! That was no fun. That slowed us down immensely but we finally got through and headed south to Ft. Rucker. Again lots of road and trees. What amazed us though....was that we were soooooo close to the ocean but yet we were in the hills and mountains and lots of twisty-turny roads. We didn't expect to see that. Was that the tail end of the Smokies? Could have been. But we finally made it. Checked into our hotel. And trust me, I was never so glad to see the beds in our room. We didn't get to see Bobby. He was at a reception and really.....I think we were tooo pooped to care.

Anyway, it was nice to see Bobby. The boys enjoyed the hotel pool. LOL! They enjoyed the fact that we ate out almost every meal. LOL! Now they are spoiled....and wanted me to take them to McD's yesterday for dinner. LOL!

This morning, I had a bit of chaos. Poor Daisy. Last night, she wanted me to let her out of her kennel. I thought she was being ornery and was just wanting out to be out. Nope. She had to "go". This morning, I woke up to the smell of poo. I go into the bathroom and it hit me like a tidal wave. UGH! She had diarrhea. So I let her out immediately and took the kennel outside too. The boys just got done rinsing it out and is now sitting in the sun to dry. UGH! Poor Daisy. Bad, bad, bad Mommy! I'm just not used to her "clues" yet. I don't trust her to leave her out yet (chewing!!!). And I never am sure if she is just wanting out to play or out to go do her business. Eventually, I hope, I figure it out.

On a good note, Lauren has, yet, another tooth coming through. The top right front.

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

Bullies Beware

Exercise:
7-10-06 7 miles
7-11-06 5.51 miles


MONDAY:
My day has started off BADLY! First, one of my sons doesn't know how to wipe properly and clogs MY toilet. So when I try to flush it....there's crap (literally) EVERYWHERE. And this was like 4:30 in the morning. My God! So I spent a good amount of time drying my bathroom floors. It STANK so badly! I had to spray bleach everywhere and now it has that hospital smell. UGH! Second, after drying my floors, I take all the filthy towels and bath mat to the wash to clean. My washer decides to be a pain in the hiney and just stops. Now it has been posessed for a few weeks now but it decides to konk out today!?!?! UGH! So after my run and shower, I unplug the washer and drain it myself. Once the boys got up and I fed Lauren we started loading my truck up to go to the laundromat. LOL! Eric unloads the washer of the filthy towels and such and puts them in a trash bag since they were still wet. LOL! This is funny....after he unloads the washer, he slams the door shut and the #$%^ washer starts working!!!!!! We rushed to put the wet clothes back in so the washer can finish the job. LOL! I'm now on a second load and the washer is working fine....until it decides to be a pain again. (Oh, and I still have 2 loads in the back of the truck just in case the washer decides the be the drama queen again. Better safe than sorry and I don't want to have to keep going back and forth loading and unloading the truck...LOL!)

Oh, there is more for today. Eric's stomach is still acting up. After loading the washer, he doubles over in pain again. I'm starting to worry. I really think it is the Concerta. I did a check and sure enough ABDOMINAL CRAMPS AND WEIGHTLOSS are on the top of side affects to look for. So after the washer drama, I've spent a good part of the morning on "hold" with the appointment line to make an appointment for him to see a doctor today. He'll be seen today after lunch. Thank the Good Lord! AND...I made an appointment for Lauren tomorrow for an ear exam. I think she is getting her first ear infection. She's grumpy and keeps tugging the left ear. That is the least of my worries. Talk about a Manic Monday!!

Just thought I'd catch up since I was sooooo busy yesterday.................

Today:
I finally got my response from my old, dear friend. She can't meet me tomorrow night because she has to work. UGH. I'm hoping Sunday evening. I might be tired from the drive but I don't care. I want to see her terribly.

I was a little upset last night. Eric had a Boy Scout meeting. No big deal. Right? Well, some older Scout was bullying him. I couldn't believe. Blatantly in front of the other kids but nobody noticed. From a distance, you would think they were just talking but I could tell from Eric's face that "all" wasn't right. Then I heard this same kid (evidently he didn't know I was Eric's mom) saying derogatory things about him. At first, I wanted to "get" the kid. But I know Eric is at that age that Mom will embarrass him. So what do I do? I'm seriously considering bringing this up at the next meeting with the Scout master. I just can't let this go. Eric is seeing a counselor because he was bullied his first year "here". They bullied him because he was overweight, because he has problems expressing himself (caused by the ADD), and because he struggled with the 4th grade. Now he is feeling better about himself and this kid decided to "smash" him down. I'll be damned if that kid ruins my son's spirit. Yeah, I'm talking to the Scout master. I know Eric will be embarrassed but Boy Scouts are supposed to stick together and help each other out. Not to belittle those whose spirit is weak and needs help to become stronger. Boy Scouts are supposed to be a good thing.....NOT A BAD THING!

Another note about scouts....We just found out that Eric's next camping trip is a canoeing trip. Oh, yes...he is going. Eric has never been canoeing and this will be his last "fun" camping trip until school starts.

Sunday, July 09, 2006

My Thoughts on Thoughts

Exercise:
7.05 miles=7-7.5mph, 62 minutes, 0-1 incline

Okay, realization occurs. I'm running. And I look down at the console, it says 7mph. This seemed kind of slow to me (at first). While running at the park, maybe it IS a 1 mile lap (or closer to a mile than I thought.) Maybe I was running faster than I thought and was making good time. So I'm ticking off in my head how long I'm usually at the park and how many laps I do. I would say that I was doing at least 7 miles. And I'm running at 7 or 7.5 mph. I was calculating the laps as 3/4ths of a mile. I'm betting now it was .90-1 mile. Dang, I wish I could measure that darn trail. (See.....the things I think about while running on a treadmill. LOL!)

The Furor!

Exercise:
Rest day...sort of. Mowed the lawn for 1.5 hours.

Soooo.....the boys have proven yet again that they can be very irresponsible. I'm outside sweatin' bullets, getting grass all over me, I'm a mosquito magnet, getting blisters on my hands from pushing the mower, and trying my darndest to not step in doggy-doo and red ant piles. All they have to do is play with and watch Lauren. That's it. Easy. So you'd think.

I'm tired. I have 3 inches thick of yard filth all over me. I forgot to close the back gate. So I go inside to tell Eric to close it while I am in front cleaning the mower and putting it away. What do I find when I walk in? No boys anywhere around. Lauren is crying. They were in the computer room....so far into what they were doing, didn't even "hear" her. You know that male gene that enables the species to conveniently not hear a thing? OMG! I'm already mad from yesterday. Do they yet want to try me again? So what do I do? I'm roaring. Literally. I'm red all over figuratively and literally (I mean, come on.....I just got done mowing the "@#$%^%*&^" yard.)

They are sooooooo grounded! For 4 weeks originally. After taking my shower, realized, "do I really want to ruin it for myself too?" So they are grounded till I mow the yard again. Let's see if they can prove themselves next time. I have half a mind to go to the movies by myself + Lauren. That'd teach'em! Go see the Pirates of the Caribbean and they can't. (Nana-nana-boo-boo! Tttthhhhhllllllppppppp!!!)

Saturday, July 08, 2006

Can I Kill the Boys?

Can I kill the children? Can I? Can I?

I just found out that my dear, soon-to-be-departed (JK!) boys have been sneaking out their XBox and PS2 games to their friend's house and letting him "borrow" them. Well, that has come to bite them in the hiney. The "friend", a term I use lightly, has conveniently lost one XBox game, scratched up a PS2 game, lost the cover box to one XBox game, and let another friend "borrow" one of their games. And we don't know this "friend" so we can't get it back. Out of all those games, they got the one game with no cover box back. I'm so livid...I could kill! So they are both grounded until they can figure out how to pay me back in value for what those games were worth. Oh! And they aren't getting any new games for a long, long, long, long time.

So now I have Matthew sitting here crying because his summer is ruined!

Too bad, sooooo saaaaad. Boo-hoo!

Whatever.

Friday, July 07, 2006

The Chase!

Exercise:
7 miles=6.5-7.5mph, 61 minutes, 0-3 incline

Another blurb about THE dog. Yeah, she pushes her luck. It's really hard to not compare her to the best dog of all time. Okay, the best dog of MY time. Hoping to see the good....not the bad! Anyway, Daisy.....is going to get herself shot. If not by me, by someone else. That dang dog went through the screen on the screen door. I didn't even know until Matthew runs out of my room yelling that Daisy is loose. What? Loose? I look out the door and there she is! UGH! She discovered one of the many strays outside that live around us. Possibly because we own 5 cats, they think they belong here too. Puh-lease! So I go outside and use my prettiest singy-song voice to coerce the bad dog back to the house. "Heck no!," she's thinking. She just runs off. I growl out of frustration and hoping that would warn her that a beating is iminent. Nope. Didn't deter her one bit. She just scampers off farther, until......................she saw the dog two houses down. Ahhh! She stops and starts doing the chase along side the fence with this dog...back and forth. Back and forth. "This should be easy," so I thought. No! When she turned to chase the dog along the fence towards me, she would stop and hurriedly side-step around me. My God! She is a shephed dog and can do that. To stop and abruptly change direction if needed to "shepherd" sheep, cows, and other creatures that need to be redirected. UGH! And to top of my day......the neighbors next to me are sitting out on their porch watching the "show". Oh yeah, as I try to grab Daisy, I land on my face! And then I hear a "quiet" chuckle from the scene of debacle. Great. Finally, though, as Daisy tried to make another pass around me, I literally grabbed her muzzle and pulled her to me. She wimpered and whined. I wanted to beat her to an inch of her life. I was that angry. Instead though, I pick up her 40 lb. butt, and carry her to my house...just moments before the repair guys come and fix my treadmill.

Thursday, July 06, 2006

Another Day in the Life of Army Crap

Well, I got an interesting call from Bobby. I swear the Army can really "tick" me off!! Bobby just found out, and he's not for sure, that his orders are WRONG! His orders to Ft. Rucker are PCS (permanent change of station) and now he finds out they, maybe, they were supposed to be TDY (temporary duty). What does this mean to those of you in the civilian world? Well, PCS usually the family moves with but in our circumstance we (the kids and I) stayed because we didn't want to move them around toooo much since we didn't know where we would go after all those courses were done. TDY.....he would be given family separation pay, they'd reimburse his meals and lodging. In other words, we might be getting "screwed". He won't be able to find out until they get back from Georgia. Yeah, they had to fly there today for some reason. So it won't be until next week before he gets some answer.....and that's right before graduation. LOL! How convenient. Jerks!

Today, the repair guy comes to my house and fixes my beloved treadmill. Yes! I can't wait. I'm so excited. I get to re-awaken my "buddy". LOL!

Caution!

Caution!
Caution!
Caution!
Caution!
What do you mean use caution? She isn't mean? She really does like you? She cleans up after herself and will help wash everyone's faces if needed...or not. She enjoys company and plays catch. So what do you mean.....use caution? Okay. So she tried to bite you when you poked her with a needle. Okay. So she tried to bite you again when you were holding her still. She thought you were going to poke her again. She was a good girl when you gave her a treat. She wagged her tail when you walked by. She sat with a "smile" on her face while I was paying her bill. And she practically danced out the door when we left. She really isn't a mean dog......just don't poke her with a needle!
Yeah, she was naughty this morning. She bared teeth, growled, and tried to snap the veterinarian's hand off. Yep, she wasn't too happy. As soon as we got into "our" room, her attitude changed. Her ears flopped back, tail went down, and the fear of God entered her eyes. I don't think she likes going to the veterinarian's......at all. So now she has been permanently labeled.........a feral dog. Great. Just great.

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

Bruises!

Exercise:
50 minutes, elliptical

Another day. The day after Independence Day. The boys are sleeping in the living room. To them that is like camping out. Sort of. Camping out of their room, that is. LOL! They stayed up and watched our neighbors little fireworks show. They sat in the kitchen and watched from the windows. LOL! It was tooooo wet to go outside. That wasn't so bad EXCEPT our other neighbors decided to blast their Tejano music for everyone to hear while shooting off their fireworks. UGH! My bedroom wall was vibrating. It took me an hour to go to sleep. Yeah, I fell asleep when they shut off their music. Either they ran out of fireworks or some God Blessed person went over their house and told them to turn that "crap" off. Nothing against the Tejano music, but they could have been playing my favorite rock band and it would have been "ticking" me off.

Oh, I forgot to tell y'all......my baby got her first big "boo-boo"! A HUGE goose egg on her forehead above the left eye. She had just gotten done eating and I grabbed the tray from her high chair to rinse off. This is what I get for turning my back. She usually just sits their picking food off her bib or off her chair and eating it. But no! Not this time. She decides to stand up and take a dive out of it. As I'm rinsing the tray off, I hear a "thud". I turn around and rush to the table and their she is....face down. I pick her immediately and she starts screaming. OMG! It was awful. The goose egg just kept getting bigger and bigger and bigger. UGH! I felt so awful. I had Eric make a bag of ice to put on it but she didn't want none of it. I gave her some Tylenol for the headache I knew she was going to have. So we sat on the couch comforting each other. She with the big, huge, humongous bruise on her forehead and I with the big, huge, humongous bruise on my heart.

Independence Day!!

Exercise:
7-3-06 65 minutes, elliptical
7-4-06 8 trail laps at park

Well, where have I been? I forgot all about posting on here. I've been posting at my fitness forum site. Need to get back on the ball here.

I spoke to Bobby last night. He said he spoke to his younger brother, Garrett, and he will be flying out for Bobby's graduation next week. Yea! I wonder how we are going to go about doing this. I mean, so that we can all spend time together and how long is Garrett staying....yada, yada, yada.

Lauren has been caught "dancing". Yeah, Eric turned the channel to Sesame Street and they (Elmo and Rosita) were singing this song. So Lauren crawled to the TV and pulled herself up and started doing the "shake your bootay" thing. I have to admit that when the theme song to Martha! comes on she gets all excited and will sway from side-to-side.

Last night, Eric got his first 2 achievement badges!! I freaked out! He earned them from summer camp and I thought he'd get those on the day we celebrated Court of Honor (when the boys progress from a new rank....Eric will go from Boy Scout to Tenderfoot). He got his Reptile badge and his Geology badge. He still has 4 things he has to do to get his Nature badge.

Not going to the Texas Land and Cattle anytime soon. Man! They are expensive. We went Sunday afternoon for lunch. Bad idea. After we sat down, found out that kids eat FREE on Saturday afternoons. UGH! They make a killing at that place. I ended up getting a wedge salad and 1/2 a turkey BLT (minus the bacon). And that was expensive and the cheapest thing I could find to fit a hungry person like me. If we ever go back, only on Saturday afternoons...kids eat free ya know. LOL!

Oh yeah! Bobby's TDY came in! Finally! Now I can pay the gas bill and his hotel bill! Yea! That made my 4th of July!

Sunday, July 02, 2006

Click!!!

We just got back from watching this movie. I just want to say that.......that this was the best Adam Sandler movie EVER!!! First.....I laughed so hard I almost peed myself and cried from laughing so hard. Second.....it has a moral. Yes, there is a moral to this movie! Third.....Adam Sandler is hot! Fourth.....you'll see some of his "friends" from his other movies...(yes, Rob Schneider is in there! LOL!) Fifth.....once we walked out, I was so happy and felt so good. It's a feel good movie and makes you want to hug your kids harder and make love to your spouse longer. (Watch the movie and you'll understand why I said that...LOL!) And Sixth.....and it will make you cry for real not just from laughter. Heart wrenching....this movie had it all!

Oh, and David Hasselhoff was hilarious and I will never buy an overly large, overstuffed duck! (wink, wink!)

Saturday, July 01, 2006

No Boring Saturdays For Me

Exercise:
Rest day...sort of.

I plan on taking the kids to the park so I can walk/jog/run....whatever. No elliptical today since I think I did for 5 straight days...LOL! I just can't push Lauren while running because it puts a strain on my already sore back. That is where Eric comes in....he can watch his sister.

I can't believe it....I weighed in at 149! That is a big number! I have finally left the cuffs of the 150's that have held me for so long. It's a nice feeling.

Bobby called last night. I get so depressed when I talk to him. I feel myself tighten up and I get that anxiety feeling everytime. Like the world is about to end. It has nothing to do about him being gone but about how he feels when he is gone. All I want to hear is how he misses us...not how life is so great without us. Why? No kids driving him nuts. No financial worries. Nothing. Yeah, I guess life would be great if I didn't have to do anything but study. Do I sound a little bitter? I guess I am.

I'm trying to figure out what we should do today besides going to the park. I know a WalMart trip is in order. I'm out of apples. LOL! And yogurt. I might just say "screw it" and go to the movies to see CLICK. I don't like sitting at home. Never have. I'd drive Bobby nuts about going places when he would rather "veg" and be hypnotized by his computer. It's just hard to find things to do when you are saving money. And the park is always free.

Oh, and something occured to me. I can't breastfeed Lauren the next 4 days. I forgot to tell the doctor about my breastfeeding and I'm taking Provera. I looked it up and sure enough it says to not breastfeed because they aren't sure about the effects to an infant. UGH! Great! So I'll be doing a LOT of breast pumping to keep my milk supply up. And poor Lauren will have to take a little bit of formula for a while. Thankfully, I have some breastmilk in the freezer. Saved some for a day like this!

Bloody Friday!

Exercise:
65 minutes, elliptical

It's been a busy, busy, busy morning. UGH! Spent most of our morning at the hospital. My gosh! We got there when the pharmacy opened and it was already busy! Geeeeeeez! We spent in hour there. Theeeeeeen....we went to the laboratory to get my initial blood draw so I can start the progesterone. I think they screwed up! My doctor said to make sure I tell them that I'm there for the first test...not the second. Well....I did. Then I told the phlebotomist too! She looked at me strangely because she said that she has 2 orders here. Uh-oh! So when I got home, I tried calling the laboratory. Why didn't I just stay and talk to the receptionist? Uhhhh.....I already said that place was busy..including the lab. It took 30 minutes for them to call my name and I was only 2 people away from my call number. It was crazy. Lots of preggo women there for their glucose test, I tell ya! Soooo.....I wasn't staying there again to wait. Lauren was already tested above and beyond. Poor thing was bored senseless and she was not going to tolerate more waiting. Back to what I was trying to say.......I tried calling the laboratory. I guess they are so freaking busy nobody can answer the phone. So I call my clinic and asked for the lab there. Again....no answer! I'm fuming. I need to find out if they screwed up and are doing both tests. It won't affect the initial blood screen. They'll just have to throw out the second test, not the first. And if they did screw up, I need to have my doctor order me another test when my 21 days are up. This is a load of crap! UGH!

Thank God it is Friday, or I swear I might go postal! LOL!